They should have slept, would have
but had to fight the darkness, had
to build a fire and bathe a man in
flames. No
other soap’s as good when
the dirt is the skin. Black since
birth, burnt by birth. His father
is not in heaven. No parent
of atrocity is in heaven. My father chokes
in the next room. It is night, darkness
has replaced air. We are white like
incandescence
yet lack light. The God in my father
does not glow. The only lamp
is the burning black man. Holy
burning, holy longing, remnants of
a genie after greed. My father
baptizes by fire same as Jesus will.
Becomes a holy ghost when
he dons his sheet, a clerical collar
out of control, Dundee Mills percale,
fifty percent cotton, dixie, confederate
and fifty percent polyester, man-made, man-
ipulated, unnatural, mulatto fiber, warp
of miscegenation.
After the bath, the man is hung as if
just his washed shirt, the parts
of him most capable of sin removed.
Charred, his flesh is bark, his body
a trunk. No sign of roots. I can’t leave
him. This is limbo. This is the life after
death coming if God is an invention as were
slaves. So I spend the night, his thin moon-begot
shadow as mattress; something smoldering
keeps me warm. Patches of skin fall onto me
in places I didn’t know needed mending.
*
From Small Congregations
~
Heather White says
Thank you for putting this poem online. I wonder if you’d note that it was originally published in her book _Rainbow Remnants in Rock Bottom Ghetto Sky_.